More Please
- BH Sprinkle
- Jun 29, 2022
- 3 min read
Updated: Dec 30, 2022
If there's anything that I've noticed it's that the world is. It just is. The people tend to have a basic mentality of MORE. It's both a good and a bad trait. I too have suffered from the "more" category. When you get to do something that you want to do or something works out in your favor, you automatically want to strive for more. When things don't work how do you seek comfort because you are now depressed. When things do not work out the low creeps in. Such low feelings that are normal but can cause a terrible mentality and thought process. When I found people that like to writing as much as I do, it hit me like a truck because I was always told that it was stupid. Always being surrounded by people who did not appreciate things that I appreciate. That did not like things that I like. Nobody wants pity for these because I realize that they are wrong and I'm a lot like what I like no matter what. Nobody else define who you are or what you want to become. Still finding others who enjoy things that I enjoy what is me sense of overwhelming relief and happiness. Once I found a group of people who enjoy the same thing, it encouraged me to get moving forward. It even more furthered my resolve. I wanted more. I wanted to continue my journey but I also wanted to my incompleted manuscripts and start new ones. When something doesn't work out that also brings me into a stage of depression, where I had wished I had more. Wondering why I couldn't achieve my goals. Feelings have been brought up a multitude of times. Back when I was in my health care course and my instructor wasn't a very good person. Consistently being told that you were below everybody else even when it simply wasn't true was heartbreaking. The word that stings me is "incompetent". It's something that nobody should ever call anyone. Other heartbreaking moments would soon follow that as well. Like my first experience trying out the college. Clearly that wasn't the best place to start at. Finding a different location would be nice or a different college or something. I was working too hard for them to even care. To even give me the support that I needed or the time that I needed to complete the tasks. But I guess that's experiences have taught me. Taught me that not all instructors are good and supportive people. Taught me that no matter what anybody says their words are just words. That is long as you know who you are capable and dedicated, results will eventually follow. Maybe not the exact results you were hoping for and maybe not timeframe you were hoping for but they're coming. Another thing is finding a couple of personal goals that I need to work on. For example I wasn't fast enough but I understood all of the material. In the world I guess I seen that is speed matters more than quality. I don't particularly agree with that but I do need to get up my speed of reading. If I read too fast I won't be able to understand the material but if I read too slowly then I get behind. I also need to improve my mathematics because despite ending my high school with trigonometry, I have to go back to learning Algebra 2 because after graduating and being away from school for several years I have forgotten some things. Of course whenever calculus comes around it will be new to me because our school didn't have it. That's going to be a stressful thing in itself. So pretty much everybody has the "more" mentality. But it's natural to want more. It's not wrong. Just make sure you are grateful for what's already there. For what is coming and what is current. What do you want more of? Do you agree with any of the statements? Let me know in the comments.
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