These walls are crumbing

For me these walls sometimes feel as if they are crumbling. Barely able to maintain stability at all. I've felt bored, lazy, and unmotivated. I've felt as if my good efforts have been in vain and like sleep is my only companion. Even sleep doesn't get along with me at times.

Yet, I know that I need to keep trying. To keep moving. That if I keep going with trying to improve, something might eventually work out for me.

I've been in a slump this week. But I plan to get back to me. To go back to my streak of self improvement and no wallow in pity. Because wallowing is never a good idea. Can't keep dwelling on what hasn't worked out. I need to step back on that path.

Maybe go back to my goals for this year. Establishment of routines and schedule. Maybe write more for my writing projects. Because even though I have had setbacks and this last year has been disappointing, the most wonderful thing about our society is that we always get back up.That eventually getting back up works out. It hasn't yet but it's going to. A sense of faith and positivity is crucial to surviving in this world.

Has anyone else been dwelling on the past in an unhealthy fashion lately?

Does anyone else feel like they need to step back on their path?

What are you doing to get back to action?